My mind is a fucking mess lately.

I don't know what or how I feel anymore, I'm second guessing all my feelings and decisions; And not to mention homecoming, which usually isn't a big deal, but I really don't wanna be "that guy" that doesn't go, but I have no one to go with, be it as a couple or just as friends, and don't really have a group of friends to go with either without being a third wheel because most of them have dates. Asking someone would be great, but of course at Greenon these days it's hard to tell who's in a relationship and who's not, and with my feelings on who I like right now all in a jumbled up mess, I have no idea who I could ask without it blowing up in my face. I even had a thought of who I could ask just as a friends to go recently, but even that doesn't seem like it'll happen now after recent events.

*sigh* I've never been in a kind of mental mix up like this. It blows :/

/pointless yet needed venting